Well I'm in Texas!! It so crazy.
Really I don't know how to put my feelings in words. I feel at home. And I have a certain kind of peace that I don't remember having before.
Yeah i miss home and my family, but I know this is where I'm suppose to be.
The people here are so genuine about their love- their love for God and others.
Everybody has such passion; yesterday we had a worship service for 2 hours and they talked about spiritual battles. And we are fasting for a month ( from certain things of course - we can eat...most of the time). I have never seen this kind of commitment and passion from anyone but my Dad and older pastors. But this is a group of 18,19,20,21 year olds that have the same craziness that I want.
Last night I made a covenant with God... I love that its a covenant. I have my part and if I do my part then He will make the rest happen! I think I finally realized what a sacrifice it is to give God everything, I have said it before, but last night it was different. I don't ever want to be the same again, I don't want to be ok with my journey with God.
I really am searching, and longing for God!
I know it's going to be a crazy never ending path, but I can't imagine my life without the search.
Thank you for all your prayers!!
Really I don't know how to put my feelings in words. I feel at home. And I have a certain kind of peace that I don't remember having before.
Yeah i miss home and my family, but I know this is where I'm suppose to be.
The people here are so genuine about their love- their love for God and others.
Everybody has such passion; yesterday we had a worship service for 2 hours and they talked about spiritual battles. And we are fasting for a month ( from certain things of course - we can eat...most of the time). I have never seen this kind of commitment and passion from anyone but my Dad and older pastors. But this is a group of 18,19,20,21 year olds that have the same craziness that I want.
Last night I made a covenant with God... I love that its a covenant. I have my part and if I do my part then He will make the rest happen! I think I finally realized what a sacrifice it is to give God everything, I have said it before, but last night it was different. I don't ever want to be the same again, I don't want to be ok with my journey with God.
I really am searching, and longing for God!
I know it's going to be a crazy never ending path, but I can't imagine my life without the search.
Thank you for all your prayers!!
